﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>fantasy_dreamz's Xanga</title><link>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from fantasy_dreamz</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/</link></image><item><title>Friday, December 26, 2003</title><link>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/52073291/item/</link><guid>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/52073291/item/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 26 Dec 2003 07:26:20 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;ellloo everyone! sorry never update! but i got my blog thanks to Rachel lin...hehee...yupps! so pls change my link if you linked my blog! yupps! pls go visit my new blog and tag me too! thank u! my new blog is...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;A href="http://beyondthesunset.blogspot.com/" target="_new"&gt;http://beyondthesunset.blogspot.com/&lt;/A&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/52073291/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, December 22, 2003</title><link>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/51258949/item/</link><guid>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/51258949/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 22 Dec 2003 15:29:04 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;i am back from a totally wonderful camp...which has changed my life a little...it takes one step at a time! let me share my testimony!&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i realised that i was actually afraid to tell pple i was a christian...&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;coz when 5566's handshake session was on sunday...i didnt dare to tell my manager that i had to go to church first...i just said i had something on...&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;then when kairen ask me to lead worship for the group discussion for my age group...i agreed...but i wasnt very sure how to do it...&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;then my sis explain the whole process that it wasnt just choosing songs...&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;so she spent about 20 mins praying with me...asking God what he wants me to share to my peers...&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;then God showed me the word FEAR!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;and then the first situation that came to my mind was the one i told u just now...fear of evangelisim...as it was the camp theme...&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;it made me think harder...coz i thought all my frens around me where christians..&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face="MS Shell Dlg" color=#545454 size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;then i realised that God was refering to my fanclub friends...coz most of them are not save! &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT color=#ff0000 size=2&gt;ya...so i am still praying about how to share...i mean it is like super difficult lor...but after the camp... i have a little more faith that i will be able to do it with God's help!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;
&lt;P&gt;yupps! that is about it! so thanks Kairen for the&amp;nbsp;opportunity&lt;SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt; for leading worship! hehe...yeah...so this camp has been a life changing experince...so pray that i will not be crazy over 5566 anymore and be there for my real mission! :) yupps! got to go! byez! :)&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;[[God has his purpose---rachy]]&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/51258949/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, December 16, 2003</title><link>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/50062033/item/</link><guid>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/50062033/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2003 13:50:44 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;sooo lonnggg never update! &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i realised that there are actually alot of pple around me who cares!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i have learnt to treasure them!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;well...just a short sharing today...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;byez! &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;yay! camp is coming! :P&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;[[rachy--- excited*]]&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/50062033/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, December 06, 2003</title><link>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/47924433/item/</link><guid>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/47924433/item/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 06 Dec 2003 08:04:48 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Like finding a match when the lights go out&lt;BR&gt;Like finding a raft when the ship's going down &lt;BR&gt;That's how it was when You rescued my heart&lt;BR&gt;You covered the dark with the light of Your love&lt;BR&gt;It's so much more than anything I've felt before&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Chorus:&lt;BR&gt;It's unbelievable all the things that You do&lt;BR&gt;It's unexplainable how Your love pulls me through&lt;BR&gt;And I can't question the one thing I've found to be true&lt;BR&gt;It's undeniably You&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Like finding a shelter in the pouring rain&lt;BR&gt;Like finding your way when you're lost in a maze&lt;BR&gt;That's how it was when You came in my life &lt;BR&gt;I'll always be safe with You here by my side&lt;BR&gt;It's so much more than anything I've ever felt before&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;When You reached out to me &lt;BR&gt;You gave me the strength to hold on again&lt;BR&gt;Oh, Your everything, everything&lt;BR&gt;It's all I need this love that You've given me&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;**Amazing how God's love&amp;nbsp;is always there for me!&amp;nbsp;To love me all the days&amp;nbsp;of my life!&amp;nbsp;An encouragement to me!**&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;[[r@ch*]]&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/47924433/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, December 02, 2003</title><link>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/47109668/item/</link><guid>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/47109668/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Dec 2003 14:33:40 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;let me share about my experince during my mission trip when i was in Korat!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;1. Faith - God always had his ways through things, we always didnt know what was going to happen next but God always provided a way for us!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;2. Focus - To us, mission maybe fun. however there is a time for everything, we must know when is fun and when to be focus!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;3. Trust - trusting God may not be as easy as we think, sometimes, when things dont go the way we want, we start to lose track! That is why we have to be close to God's word&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;4. Patience - this was a hard learning journey, however through God's strength i manage to overcome that difficulty!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;5. Courage - giving devotions was the thing i was afraid most, but in the end, i took up courage and did it with one of the adult!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;6. God's Wonder - is it super amazing how God works through his people, the number of children who responded, WOW! it really showed me how powerful God is!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;7. God's Creation - when i went to the park, i sat down on a rock and started to admired God's creation, it was super beautiful, i mean i havent really seen it carefully until that day!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;8. Teamwork - no one can work own his or her own, we work like the body of Christ!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;That is about all i learnt during this mission trip, i treasured my time that i had there! it has been an amazing learning journey! i am thankful to have a closer bonding with my junoirs! Had lotsa fun! :)&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;signning off...&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;[[rachy]]&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://fantasy-dreamz.xanga.com/47109668/item/#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>